GET ME OUT OF THIS

SCHOOL IS GOING TO REOPEN SOON AND FREAKING SHIT IS HAPPENING AGAIN. EVERY YEAR, ESPECIALLY YEAR END, I'M ALWAYS NERVOUS ABOUT THE CLASS DISTRIBUTION THINGY. ITS KIND OF A DEPRESSION FOR ME I THINK. BUT I JUST COULDNT GET RID OF THIS. GEEZ. IM TURNING 17 IN A FEW WEEKS AND OFFICIALLY A FORM 5 STUDENT. FEELING MUCH MORE BIGGER AT SCHOOL HAHAHAHA. SWAGGY SENIOR. :) YES AND YUP, DAD WENT OVERSEAS YESTERDAY AND THE GIRLS AND I ( I MEAN MY MOM AND SISTERS) WENT SHOPPING AND HAD MOVIE AT @MV AGAIN. ITS SUNDAY SO OBVIOUSLY THERE WILL LOTS OF PEOPLE WATCHING MOVIES AND STUFFS. SO WE WATCHED THE GOLDEN COUPLE, ITS A LOCAL MOVIE DIRECTED BY AH NIU. ITS HILARIOUS ALTHOUGH IM NOT REALLY INTO LOCAL MOVIES, BUT ITS WORTH TO WATCH THIS. COMING AFTER MOVIE, WE HAD DING TAI FUNG @THEGARDENS. BACK HOME AT 10PM. WHEN DAD WASNT AROUND AND YOU CAN PROBABLY GUESS WHAT WE ARE GOING TO DO HEHEHEHE. MOVIE WITH THE GIRLS AGAIN ON WEDNESDAY, THE SAME OLD PLACE AND YEA IM A FREAKING BORED SHIT EVERRRRR. AND IM HAVING FUN WITH IT. GETTING JEALOUS HUH?!

DONT KNOW WHERE TO BUY CNY CLOTHES!!! WENT COTTON ON FOR MANY TIMES BUT IT'S ON SALES AND ITS CHEAP THOUGH. HAVE TO TRY SOMETHING NEW FOR SURE. I HAVE TO GO SUNGEI WANG AND LOOK FOR MY SHOES. TOO MUCH TO BUY LAH.

AND UMM. THIS IS ABOUT ME AND OKAYYY. I HAVE TO SAY IT. EXPRESSING FEELINGS RIGHT? I'VE BEEN ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT MY FRIENDS. YES FRIENDS, WHICH IS I DO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT IT. YOU MAY BE THE LUCKY ONES CAUSE I TREATED YOU LIKE MY REAL BEST FRIEND, I SELDOM DID THESE TIHNGS TO THE OTHERS. GET THAT? I GET REALLY CONFUSED ABOUT  HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT THIS. I GET NOTHING AS A PAYBACK. I WANT SOMEONE WHICH CAN DO THE SAME TO ME AS WHAT I DID TO YOU. IM SORRY BUT I'M NOT FEELING SECURE. INSECURITIES DOES KILL ONE'S PEOPLE MIND AND SOUL. IT RUIN YOUR LIFE. LIKE NOTHING ELSE COULD DO THAT. BEING TOO NICE TO SOMEONE AINT A GOOD THING, NOTED IT. WHY AM I FEELING THAT WAY? PEOPLE AND TIHNGS CAUSES THIS. NEVER WAIT UNTILL THE VERY LAST MINUTE, UNTIL THEY WALK AWAY FROM YOU AND NEVER RETURN BACK. IT'S TOO LATE TO SAY EVERYTHING SO GRAB YOUR CHANCE AND APPRECIATE THAT. REGRETTING IS PAINFUL. DEAR YOU, YOUR LIFE MUST BE AMAZING WITHOUT ME. COLOR YOUR LIFE WITH RAINBOWS AND AWESOME PEOPLE, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DECIDES YOUR FUTURE AND FAITH. IM GRATEFUL BECAUSE I DONT HAVE REASONS WHY I SHOULDNT BE. 

WHAT?! THIS IS LIKE A SELF MOTIVATION POST. I LIKEY. THANKS FOR REAING AND HAVE A GOOD DAY! SPREAD THE LOVE.

" LOVE IS LOUDER "

care about me like i care about you.

loves, amelia.